how far u have gone from me? :(

now, i think i know nothing about you..
you have changed very much..
the way you communicate with me,, the way u care of me,, the way u share a story..
what happen with you?
i think you wanna leave me, but why when i try to leave you suddenly you text me and do something that make me think that u still want me..
TT..

what should i do?
how long i can stand in this situation?
i'm being fake for nearly a month..
i smile,, i laugh but one think that i really want is cry..
but, can i do that without someone asking me why i am crying??
i can't answer them, so i pretend to look like there is nothing happened..
hhhhh.. TT

God gives me strength to pass this.. amin..